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A searing bar of light sealed the base of the door. He'd learned
that fear stood in darkness and shrank in the light, and yet here where
he stood, he was without light, without fear. The light ground against
the other side of the door, pummeling with tiny pick axes, burrowing
like termites into the very fabric, the fibre of the door. He could
hear them like a million ants marching. Marching in polished boots,
pikes a ready, shields on shoulders, bugles braying ...
The light went out.
Silence seeped through the broken seal, stymieing the termites and
stilling the ants. He placed his palm on the doorpad and pressed. It
warmed to his skin, then glowed an indigo just paler than the dark.
With a sigh like spray rippling the sea, the door exhaled, swinging
inwards.
He could see nothing ...
He felt the cold issuing up like a web seeking to embrace him and
freeing his palm, he straightened and strode in. With his movement the
web disintegrated, shattering into shards of glass that pierced his
skin. He kept walking, forward, unseeing, unobstructed, as the air transformed about him. Layers folded, humming, almost indiscernibly resonating. The highest pitch swirled between his feet while the bass droned in his ears. A hairpin crescendo induced by every step.
The darkness began to peel back, torn in strips, shattered by his
stride; giving way to tendrils of grey, seeping about him like liquid
in a cauldron, yet to boil.
Fire!
The image exploded in his brain, brilliant without smoke. Curling
feverish incendiary red fringed in parasitic gold. He could smell
fire!
"Non-sense!"
The sound of his voice ruptured the vision. He stopped, calmed
himself. Exhaled. An opportunity, he thought, battling the image of the
Gorgon's Head springing jack-like out of Pandora's box, snakes a writhing. An opportunity to reclaim the world of sight. Keep walking, he told himself. "No wait," purred a puff adder. The Gorgon chortled,
eyes swiveling in deep sockets. "Go back," sneered a python. "Run," whispered a rattlesnake wrapping itself around his neck. "Run, before it is too late."
He dropped his shoulders and strode on. Concentrating, not on the
light that filtered the dragged darkness, but upon his breathing. He
followed the air into his lungs, through his limbs, and back out again,
defining his body. Focusing on his self, his entity and remembering his
ability to see; see beyond the bounds of his mind, see with his eyes
the dimensions of the present that would then create his new past.
As grey brightened to white, shapes shifted then solidified, sinking
like sand to stand in forms he remembered. A tree, gaunt, leathery and
leafless. Seared grass, bleached and brittle like wind strewn hair. And
etched against forever, the craggy contours of mountains connecting sea
and sky. Naked soil beneath his feet gave way to fine granules, still
dark from a receding tide. He halted at the water's edge, immersed in
colour, texture and light, victorious.
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